Everything is ending.

Everything is moving on.

It's over.

Well, that's life.

Here I come.

This blog has rot away under my breath.

Degraded in his conscious and every possible aspect.

Strangled under a hallucination of believe and hope.

Betrayed, deceived, scattered.

Battle scars of life.

A friend, the opposite of selfless. The claim of his that I shall not believe.

Outcast by my own will. Locked by pain.

Life

Anyone wanna be me? I'll borrow you my shoe. Size 8.

I'm sorry mum. I'm sorry dad. I'm sorry grandma. I'm sorry grandpa.

I'm sorry Lenna. =(

I'm sorry Yong Hui and Sonia.

I'm sorry Mellissa Cheryl Fifi.

I'm not happy.

Because of everything.

Studies future friends love myself.

But every single day, I have to stay strong. I have to smile. I can't fake, so I try very hard.

But who else knows me better than myself? Why have to smile when you don't feel like it? When everything around you is pulling you down, you tell yourself, its just a challenge. Its just an obstacle.

Why suffer telling yourself comforting words? Why lie to yourself?

And why seek for things to make you happy?

Why does trials have to come so soon?

Why Mr Ego has to be so clumsy to lose his IC and student ID?

Why clumsy Mr Ego can't keep his love?

Why Mr Ego have to be a doctor?

Why Mr Ego don't have enough money?

Why let me suffer all of this emotional trauma?

Why does Mr Ego feel like his friends are slowly leaving him?

To make me stronger?

I'm weaker. Leaching on false hope.

Has anyone ever wondered how I feel?

Has anyone ever wondered what I want?

Has anyone ever wondered what they give is not what I want? Even when they say they gave in their best?

I swallow I swallow I swallow. I keep quiet.

I'm broken inside. But I still keep a smile. I HAVE to be strong.

People often say when you throw your troubles and take someone else's, you would want yours back. It doesn't apply to me.

My blogs been rotting bit. But whatever la.